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Fri Oct 15, 2004, 7:38 PM
Just when life starts to look up for me, and everything starts to go good... shit has to blow up in my face. Right now I am having the biggest urge to cut, and I havent in like a month -- which is really good for me. I dont know what to do any more. I am so confused.I feel so cold and alone. so many people reach out their hands for me to hold but they are all just as alone and cold as i am. they could provide no inner peace. i just want to dwell in this sorrow for all of eternity. it seems like that is what i am destined to do, for that is what ihave been doing for the past 3 years and i am still young, only 15 years of age. someone help me, i hate who i have become, and i obviously cannot help my self chane.. for i have tried everything.

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  • Current Residence: PA
  • Interests: Music, Reading, Poetry, Photography
  • Favourite movie: The Pest, American History X, Happy Feet
  • Favourite band or musician: tech nine, MSI, Sugarland, Cherry Monroe, Paramore, Stonesour, Manson
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Techno/Club/Dance/Country
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan poe
  • Favourite photographer: Edward Weston
  • Favourite style of art: nature
  • Shell of choice: energetic
  • Favourite game: spyro
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: stewie
  • Personal Quote: " You never begin living until you start doing things that will increase the chance of you diei
  • Tools of the Trade: Nikon D70

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hey kc!! its sarah! ur THE BEST i alwayz got ur bak!!! no matter wat! ill have roy drive me to ur house if u ever need enything!!!! (& if i need enything u can ride ur goat to me house) i love u hun!! *whipped cream fightz* *wares the mirror?* & mennny more good times to come! i hope to talk to u soon! love yah giiirl!

ur babygiiirl,
sarah rae
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hey girl :) long time no talk! where'v ya been? Well i hope things are going ok :D ready for christmas? i sure as hell am :D well see ya later :hug:

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So take this knife out of my back in which you'v placed it and say youll love me agian.. < \3
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thanks for adding me to ur friend/watch thing. (still learning everything here....) lol. Ill deff. be sure to return the favor

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So take this knife out of my back in which you'v placed it and say youll love me agian.. < \3
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